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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

yesterday junyu messenged me and said, "welcome to my new sian world. where all committments have ended and it's back to pure mugging." THANKS AH JUNYU :(

i woke up today thinking of SHAKE! o8 and how much i want it back and i cant, and i feel very sad ): okay at least PEOPLE ENJOYED THE SHOW and many said it was better than last year's. i thought last year was already imba. so hearing that was like woahhhhh so shake was even more imba. nice :) at least we didnt leave hc with a *-up dance night like what nicholas said last week if we didnt improve our standard. i think dance is very amazing, the feeling you get when you stand on stage, looking at the audience below all watching the dance, how the audience all look very black and dark haha, how you can see flashes of light here and there due to the cameras and videocams. how you perform, dance your heart out :) and during the whole two hours of the show, its very cool how time flies past like it didnt even feel like anything. I MISS SHAKE! o8 ):

after 17th a bunch of us went heather's house. took forever to shower cause there were so many people and we just talked till like 5am, at least spent time with the dancers after Shake! instead of going home. the reality that shake's over didnt really hit me until yesterday morning when we gathered around heather's laptop to see the dance videos which some already uploaded onto youtube. it feels so weird so super weird to look at the dance from another point of view, another perspective, and look at yourself on stage and think: yesterday night (a few hours ago) i was THERE. and it just hit me that its all over. the feeling of wanting to do it all over again, to stand on the stage and jump/move/travel again is overwhelming perhaps. sigh. okay to console myself i kept saying AT LEAST IT WAS GOOD, it made an IMPACT. i hope the audience will always remember SHAKE! hc dance night o8 and let it be a legacy :)

WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. i think it's always there after a production. especially a production of something you really love and you worked hard for. will miss ticketing too, the many mornings when i have to wake up early to go to school early for ticketing meeting/pack tickets/sort out stuff. and very happy got to know minzhi and evelyn cause of it, many thanks to minzhi for being such a responsible (and sometimes retarded) ticketing ic. :D

I LOVE THE DANCERS because they are all beautiful people and im glad each and every single one of us share the same love for dance. and i'm really thankful for j2s i think we're an incredible batch of very nice people HAHAHA and this doesnt only apply to the moderners, its just the whole entire MAD j2s o8 it had been a good one year plus together ever since Mosaic and we know all of us gave our very best to SHAKE! our last hc dance night:( its like the feeling of knowing its all gonna be over but still giving our best to it cause we want it to be good but still dreading the two nights to come cause we dont want it to be over so fast... and the need to make it memorable. its a very complicated feeling haha. and the memories together of the past one year of retarded times together hahahah are very very priceless. :)

thanks to everyone who came, thanks to everyone who said they really enjoyed the show and that shake was really good. and thanks mr raj for that very pretty rose which is now in full bloom, all of us never would have expected it and to think you were sick on saturday but still came to support THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.

thank god there's no school today. and now i gotta spend some time sorting out what my life would be without dance.........